Likely, no one notices much when others don’t or can’t complete a workout—we explain it in passing terms; on vacation, sick, took a rest day—and trainers and fellow Crossfitters are understanding because they’ve been there, too. I don’t mean to be arrogant; I didn’t think I’d never miss a WOD. But I thought I’d at least be able to do so on my terms, deciding that it would probably not be a good idea to train on freshly needled knees or that I should take a day off to sleep more… in advance. Finding out that my body had already decided for me, and that I would just injure myself more if I ignored it (even to do a really awesome-looking workout) was not a pleasant realization to come to, especially not when it’s one of the first times I’ve had to do so. There’s been no amazing break, there’s no cast that I can point to; I can’t blame my day off on having sprained or broken or twisted or messed up something more than just knowing I’ve gone a bit far than I should have, and would probably break something if I trained hard today. Or tomorrow. And maybe the next day.
While I’ve been able to refrain from the expletive- and CAPITAL WORDS-laden post I probably would have written had I explained yesterday why I was resting rather than starting to run a half mile that morning (perhaps it would have been more entertaining…?), I’m still not pleased. However, I am better able to see that maybe some of the point of Crossfit isn’t just the workouts, or the PR’s, or the good form… maybe it’s also learning your limits, learning how to (slowly) stretch them once your body can handle it, and learning what you can’t stretch and will just need to sit out so as not to hurt yourself. It’s not a lesson I’m enjoying learning, but one I can admit I need to learn. Especially if I’m ever gonna work my way up to being a Big Dawg.
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Welcome to the world of growing up, and/or older. Which is not an insult.
I have memories of realising that despite training harder, more seriously and more regularly than all of my powerlifting friends I was never going to be as strong as any of them. It sucked. It still sucks actually, so you’re free to be angry as far as I’m concerned.
You have my sympathy. Finding out your body has limitations desire and will cannot overcome is not enjoyable.
